supergoddess writes

Last Saturday, went to MOA with Hon, his mom, dad, ate and her ate’s husband. It was one of the highlights of my relationship because I have never been on something like this. Well, maybe before since we’ve been like friends for a long time, but then, this is the first time that I have been in a real relationship and all that jazz.

Was fun considering that we didn’t get to just eat but managed to like play at the arcade with them. Hon said sorry afterwards because they were like chaotic at that time, but it was fun. Really.

..I just wish more of it would come in the future ****************************

Anyway, went to Makati last Friday where BPI ATM’s were such a waste of time. It sucked a sum of Hon’s money. I just hope he could recover it or something.

Afterwards, went to Greenbelt to eat. So had dinner at Yellow Cab and even got something for brother who was waiting all night just for me to get home.

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So continuation of my MOA adventure, went there at 12 or something. Bought three new books, one courtesy of Hon and some pc stuffs. Met them at 4:30 while making our dance at the Rev machines at Timezone. It was just so funny because his mom called my mom to inform us that they should meet us there already. Haay..

Night time, went to Tempura and had dinner. Super eat ang nangyari because they like splurged. But in the end, it was worth it cause everyone was so full at the end of the meal.

But wait, there’s more. Even went to Timezone. Saya ng new game. Parang Rialto. Haay. wish I could go back to EK.

Hafta go. Hon’s scolding me already. Bye bye! Love you Hon. muah!

It’s been one year.
Stupid me.

But anyhow, I found the best person I could be with, hopefully spend my forever with him

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Moving forward, drama’s over.
I’ve spent 7 months at the office already, and giddy-up as ever.
Projects are at hang-mode at the moment, but definitely happening.

Mom is in Ilocos right now. Dad
is approximately at Malaysia now. Brother is having a feast. Haha! As
for me, its hard to be responsible for brother and grandma. Grandma
would sometimes piss me off but I HAVE to calm down because apparently,
I’m the head of this family as of this time.

Friday the 13th tomorrow. I
don’t really know what’ll happen but Maam Kit will be starting her
endorsements already. Sadly, I can’t take a leave since she’ll be out
for two months or so. But she promised that once she got back from her
pregnancy, we would take a trip out of town. Maybe Tagaytay or
something.

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Can’t seem to fathom that life
could be as close to perfect. Nearing the eleventh, and definitely
nearing the first year. Weve managed a lot of fights, sometimes being
overpowered with jealousy, but really really happy now. I guess this
definitely is it.

Also, can’t wait for Saturday.
We’ll be going in pairs daw, according to Hon. His mom and dad, his
sister and brother-in-law and the two of us. Nice huh? Again, no one’s
stopping us now. And really, I’m smitten by the bug.

Hafta hafta hafta go now. Will start to visit dreamworld in a few minutes.

Isaw anyone?

Ironic how five long days of vacation seem fast enough. I wish I
could’ve more leave days or something like that to go somewhere with la
familia or mi Honey.

GOAL FOR NEXT YEAR: BORA

Ninya and I talked about it last night that we would save up
first then go for that escapade. It would be so great since we’ll be
looking for friends who would join us or something and we’ll backpack
our way to Bora. I know, I feel like a loser talking about my plans,
but this would be really fun. And who knows, maybe after Bora, I could
also go to Bohol? I just wanna experience the sights and all of this
country. As someone said before, know your country first before knowing
other countries.

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Went to Hon’s house last Sunday. Was happy that I get to spend Easter
with him and his pamangkins. Just felt disappointed that we didn’t get
to see them find the eggs that we bought. After that, went to Tutuban
to buy my rack. And thankfully that I didn’t have to get something that
heavy at my hands. Love you Hon Hon.

This weekend, we’ll go to MOA. With all of his family na. Excited and all for Saturday. I guess there’s no stopping us now.

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Dad’s going back to abroad again tomorrow. Just wish he’d always be
safe. After all, he’s doing this to provide for his family. Cry cry.

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Projects. project, projects for the next three days. Kaya ko to.

Hafta go. muah!

I absolutely have no idea.

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All these months, i feel as if I’m deceiving myself. They said I
shouldn’t have to worry about anything. Everyone pushes me to the right
thing. That I shouldve moved on. Forward. Walk Away. And forget about
the encore of things that happened

But really, things like that is rather difficult for me. One things
that could stick in my mind are the people who’ve hurted me. People
whom I loved deeply. People who might have changed the way I lived. In
that case, some people fit that perfect description, but I cannot
neglect the fact that being like that could mean emptiness again. That
It could mean that a simple stupid mistake could take away good things
in a blur.

I’m stubborn. I always get in the way of things

but sometimes, I learn when to shut up. I just hope I’m shutting up for the right reasons.

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And maybe, just maybe…

One thing. one simple thing could make it all okay. Problem is, WHAT THE HELL IS IT?!?

Overreacting mode:

Love you hon. Though I may be self-admittedly psycho at times, hope you
could still see there in a teeny-weeny bit of your heart that this is
just a phase. A phase that I created and promise to get out of it. Okay
people may think I’m crazy na. Pero sige, I promise to think about it
so that it couldn’t destroy us. Just please don’t ever fail to show you
care, that would be enough. I guess before I could learn to trust
people, I should learn to trust myself first.

Note to Self:
He loves you. He loves you even at your worst. He’s like willing to
give to you the world. You just resist to appreciate. SO FROM NOW ON,
promise too, that you should believe in what he says and what he’s
doing and know that you belong with each other. And will stay that way
forever.

…..Confirmation, anyone?

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Two days to go til work again..

Just happy that I made the most out of the vacation. Here goes:

Thursday Highlight:
– Woke up at 10 AM (yes, an
accomplishment indeed!) Arranged my books, mags and all that in the NEW
shelf, Gilmore Girls reruns on studio 23 and late night chats with Hon.

Friday Holyday
– Got up at 9 AM (yeah,
progressing huh?), had the Seventh Heaven marathon and helped out with
family to prepare things when they go home to Nova.

Saturday Highday
– Hon went here first thing in
the morning. I got crushed at PS2 games, though he tried a lot of times
to make me win at Need for Speed. Got pikon at
SoulCalibur because he was crushing my character again. Enjoyed making
fun of Patrick Star and his big tummy. Watched Chicken Little, Corpse
Bride and Music and Lyrics. Had chicken. Meat….finally.

So anyway, Easter’s gonna be
different today. Instead of spending it with my family, I’ma spend it
with Hon’s family. And Hon again to buy my other shelf for my things at
the "supposed" room. And btw, I’ll beat him at Magic Sing this time. Ha
ha!

Have to get up early tomorrow. muah!

My pc at work isn’t doing well.
I hate it when I couldn’t do anything for work. Too much deadlines
before Maam Kit leaves for her pregnancy. So I really have to finish
them all.

We have a newbie in our team.
But we haven’t really gotten close. Unlike Jayvee. Maybe because she
isn’t in my age range or something like that. Oh well, we have all the
time to get to know one another right?

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Went to MOA last Saturday with
Hon, hence the pictures. It was one of the happiest moments that we
just goof around and found uber great buys: The Notebook by Nicholas
Sparks with I bought at Booksale for only P70 and Deception Point by
Dan Brown for only P175. Cheap huh?

Then we tried to do the crane
machines at Timezone, but no such luck, so to our depression, we just
danced at the dancing machines because there are only few people at the
arcade. Therefore, we had the nerve to try them. haha!

We also saw the launching of the Windows Vista. SOOOOOO cool. And we could only wish.
But actually, I realized that I
do not really have a lucky hand at contests and stuff. When everyone
got a visor, I got a "thank you for trying the Windows Vista…" Too
bad.. Haay.

But the funny thing was, no
matter how tired we are walking around MOA the whole day, we still
managed to go to Tutuban for a side trip. Hence, the isaw and the ihaw
ihaw.yumyum.

Have to sleep na. Been up late
with Hon for the past two days. I almost got late pa because I got up
at 6:35 na. Imagine, ginigising ako ni Hon with 6 calls already, but to
no avail, super sarap pa din ng sleep ko. And what’s worse, circulation
says that there was a strike at my usual jeepney stop. L:uckily, I got
hold of one and got in the office 5 minutes early. Whew. Tough luck

nytie!

Bakit ba kasi sobrang affected ka? Ha Ria?

I see everything Chinese. My half-chinese boyfriend, my one-fourth Chinese brother,and yesterday afternoon, more Chinese people at Divi and Binondo. That I even sang "Xing Fei De Yi"  when Hon and I passed by the streets of BInondo.

But I don’t hate them, I would even want to steal (yeah, strong word.pardon my emotions) the Chinese lanterns that Mayor Atienza put up at in front of the post office. Suddenly, Manila, Manila went blaring as to China China, or Hongkong or something. But in the end, I both love them (China and Manila). Chinatown and Divi makes me have a uber-cheap but styliish shoes and office attires.

"MAY TAWAD PA YAN, TETIPAYB NALAN PALA SA’YO"

Hence, the mockery. But we love them. ;D

And again, thanks to Hon for being sooooo patient with the crowds of Divisoria. And I guess we covered the whole Divi experience, well except the 168 part, but just because we always go there and end up not buying anything.

After Divi, we went home because he couldnt wait to watch Eragon. Then he and my brother slumped at the sofas while I watched my own monitor, with the Episode 15 of Gilmore Girls. Ooh, life…

Seeing them together, (Hon and Lester) makes me always want to smile because they look almost alike. For example, if the three of us would go someplace together, I bet people would mistaken them to be siblings. I remember my brother when he was walking me to my jeepney stop and his teacher thought we were a couple. It’s kind of making me shiver. haha

When Hon went home already, I pulled and studied how to put up our magic sing. Lo and behold, I finally got it and blared til 12 midnight. Haha!

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The people at my former work went to Bora this afternoon. I was so gooey-eyed when they Gerdah asked me to go with them. Of course, it is indeed impossible, but maybe someday, I will travel. I would go to different places where only books and images first described me. I would I would I would. But I would want my get-away to be with the perfect get-away companion. (yes honey, it’s you..) Hmm, but where to?

First, I want to go to Sagada. I’ve seen pictures of Jen and the view is sooooo breathtaking. After, maybe Puerto Galera. Then I could check my list to Iloilo, because the family side is there. Then if God permits that Guimaras be very clean again, I would definitely and absolutely be back and hugging the fine and white sands (like Boracay) and pig out on their mangoes. Then, next stop to Bora, where after Iloilo, I could just take a bus and a boat ride. After that, I’d navigate to Bohol, to see the Chocolate hills and the infamous Panglao. Then I’d go to Cebu and Davao, see historical places and even to Nido Island and Pearl Farm. And go to Palawan maybe.

These are just few of the places I would want to visit. And let us understand that these places are just within the Philippine Island. I would like to go to Disneyland, Hollywood, Thailand, Singapore, Canada, Australia, Japan, China, UK, Italy, Rome, Vatican, France, Germany, etc.

Ok, too many places before I die. Ha, I wanna join the Amazing Race. That even though they have this nil time of enjoying the view of the countries that theyve been too, they actually set foot on it and have the greatest adventures of their life. Someday perhaps..

But now, let’s just focus and travel by dreams and travel books.

Nightie-night.