supergoddess writes

Hate this day. Don’t ask why. I’m just so freaking
pissed. ’nuff said.

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SOoo excited to see Spiderman 3. I don’t know, I just
have this sudden rush whenever I see the trailer or the poster. I just adore
him. Good job, Tobey. haha

Anyhow, went to Gateway today. Saw the book "For One More
Day" at Fully Booked. Really, it is haunting me and I am freaked by the
occurrences.I am again, confused. Just that I’m planning to buy new shoes
tomorrow and I’d rather spend this pay for them than a new book. We also have to
reserve for the Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. Hon got this e-book but
I’m not that sure if it genuine or so. That’s why I opt to read the real thing.
July 21 here I come. Haha!

Slept late last night because I was rushing something for
the Grand day. I know I could finish it on time, but time itself doesn’t permit
me to even scan through it.

My good friend, Jayvee, is going to resign already after
two months of working. Just that its too bad because were left out again. See
after Chay, he has been a bit of an asset already. Maybe he was burnt out or
something but he’s not changing his mind about it. Oh well, Move on.

I have so many pending books to read. i don’t know what
to begin.

Have to go already. Just slipped a second to post
this. Buhbye. 

Made my first corpo layout for the newest account. Sir Ronnie liked it. Yay. Not bad for a first-timer. just so ecstatic that they were kinda proud of my work. Move over Maverick.. uh, oh, just kidding.

So anyhow, for the heck of it, I’m so glad that payday came in early as expected. Went to EDSA Central for Booksale and scored a gift for Hon for the upcoming "first year celeb" and I think he might love it. I’m crossing my fingers for that one.

And speaking of sale, I got myself a "Message in A Bottle", which I got for 120 pesos. Ha! But not in the niftiest condition unlike my Deception Point book. Hon says "bilib na ko sa’yo pag nakakita ka ng Digital Fortress sa Booksale" And I am hoping I could like, see one, but it is kind of impossible. Unless one American would trash away his copy and decides to sell his copy at Booksale. Well that might be a miracle of sorts.

But since I haven’t withdrawn my pay yet, went to Shang to see if there’s something good to buy. And as my gut instinct says, found another sale, this time at National Bookstore, Saw a nice book for just…ding ding ding… THIRTY PESOS. But was really devastated because "For One More Day" by Mitch Albom dropped the softbound at 300 bucks. I.want.to.buy.so.badly.

…but knowing myself, I have to resort to book reviews, and all that jazz before I buy it. Or maybe it could be a wishlist for an upcoming event? Nah. I’d probably snag it one of these days…probably by persuation. haha!

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Am craving for Donut. Am actually meaning to Krispy Kreme-ify myself. Since I’ve been reading that name at my old books, namely Sweet Valley, I’ve been meaning to try one. And since they opened stores here, I vow to visit one and make myself full of it.

Still feeling queasy right now. Maybe I’ll lie down already. After all, I deserve my precious lull. Nightie.

Cool noh?

Hopefully for me, I saw the
Harry Potter Order of the Phoenix poster and it says that its gonna be
shown at Imax 3D. I just wish it’ll be shown here at the Philippines.
I’m so crossing my fingers now.

My multiply here at house is acting weird right now. argh.

Anyhow, I almost lost my fone
earlier. I was sitting at the end of the jeepney en route to
Blumentritt and was holding my other fone where I use my sun sim. 3310
lang naman siya, but then, I almost let go of it today. LITERALLY.
Wanna know why? I stupidly got asleep while holding my fone. And I was
already in dreamland, fone slipped out of my hand. Luckily, I woke up
and got hold of it before it goes down. haay..

Were gonna be celebrating eleventh tomorrow. I am sooooo excited.
Actually, were just going to hang out here at our house, but then there
are lots of DVDs and helluva PS2 games to finish up. Never a dull
moment when were together. Lots to do anyway.

Love you so much honey. Muah! Gotta go now.

Last Saturday, went to MOA with Hon, his mom, dad, ate and her ate’s husband. It was one of the highlights of my relationship because I have never been on something like this. Well, maybe before since we’ve been like friends for a long time, but then, this is the first time that I have been in a real relationship and all that jazz.

Was fun considering that we didn’t get to just eat but managed to like play at the arcade with them. Hon said sorry afterwards because they were like chaotic at that time, but it was fun. Really.

..I just wish more of it would come in the future ****************************

Anyway, went to Makati last Friday where BPI ATM’s were such a waste of time. It sucked a sum of Hon’s money. I just hope he could recover it or something.

Afterwards, went to Greenbelt to eat. So had dinner at Yellow Cab and even got something for brother who was waiting all night just for me to get home.

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So continuation of my MOA adventure, went there at 12 or something. Bought three new books, one courtesy of Hon and some pc stuffs. Met them at 4:30 while making our dance at the Rev machines at Timezone. It was just so funny because his mom called my mom to inform us that they should meet us there already. Haay..

Night time, went to Tempura and had dinner. Super eat ang nangyari because they like splurged. But in the end, it was worth it cause everyone was so full at the end of the meal.

But wait, there’s more. Even went to Timezone. Saya ng new game. Parang Rialto. Haay. wish I could go back to EK.

Hafta go. Hon’s scolding me already. Bye bye! Love you Hon. muah!

It’s been one year.
Stupid me.

But anyhow, I found the best person I could be with, hopefully spend my forever with him

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Moving forward, drama’s over.
I’ve spent 7 months at the office already, and giddy-up as ever.
Projects are at hang-mode at the moment, but definitely happening.

Mom is in Ilocos right now. Dad
is approximately at Malaysia now. Brother is having a feast. Haha! As
for me, its hard to be responsible for brother and grandma. Grandma
would sometimes piss me off but I HAVE to calm down because apparently,
I’m the head of this family as of this time.

Friday the 13th tomorrow. I
don’t really know what’ll happen but Maam Kit will be starting her
endorsements already. Sadly, I can’t take a leave since she’ll be out
for two months or so. But she promised that once she got back from her
pregnancy, we would take a trip out of town. Maybe Tagaytay or
something.

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Can’t seem to fathom that life
could be as close to perfect. Nearing the eleventh, and definitely
nearing the first year. Weve managed a lot of fights, sometimes being
overpowered with jealousy, but really really happy now. I guess this
definitely is it.

Also, can’t wait for Saturday.
We’ll be going in pairs daw, according to Hon. His mom and dad, his
sister and brother-in-law and the two of us. Nice huh? Again, no one’s
stopping us now. And really, I’m smitten by the bug.

Hafta hafta hafta go now. Will start to visit dreamworld in a few minutes.

Isaw anyone?

Ironic how five long days of vacation seem fast enough. I wish I
could’ve more leave days or something like that to go somewhere with la
familia or mi Honey.

GOAL FOR NEXT YEAR: BORA

Ninya and I talked about it last night that we would save up
first then go for that escapade. It would be so great since we’ll be
looking for friends who would join us or something and we’ll backpack
our way to Bora. I know, I feel like a loser talking about my plans,
but this would be really fun. And who knows, maybe after Bora, I could
also go to Bohol? I just wanna experience the sights and all of this
country. As someone said before, know your country first before knowing
other countries.

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Went to Hon’s house last Sunday. Was happy that I get to spend Easter
with him and his pamangkins. Just felt disappointed that we didn’t get
to see them find the eggs that we bought. After that, went to Tutuban
to buy my rack. And thankfully that I didn’t have to get something that
heavy at my hands. Love you Hon Hon.

This weekend, we’ll go to MOA. With all of his family na. Excited and all for Saturday. I guess there’s no stopping us now.

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Dad’s going back to abroad again tomorrow. Just wish he’d always be
safe. After all, he’s doing this to provide for his family. Cry cry.

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Projects. project, projects for the next three days. Kaya ko to.

Hafta go. muah!

I absolutely have no idea.

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All these months, i feel as if I’m deceiving myself. They said I
shouldn’t have to worry about anything. Everyone pushes me to the right
thing. That I shouldve moved on. Forward. Walk Away. And forget about
the encore of things that happened

But really, things like that is rather difficult for me. One things
that could stick in my mind are the people who’ve hurted me. People
whom I loved deeply. People who might have changed the way I lived. In
that case, some people fit that perfect description, but I cannot
neglect the fact that being like that could mean emptiness again. That
It could mean that a simple stupid mistake could take away good things
in a blur.

I’m stubborn. I always get in the way of things

but sometimes, I learn when to shut up. I just hope I’m shutting up for the right reasons.

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And maybe, just maybe…

One thing. one simple thing could make it all okay. Problem is, WHAT THE HELL IS IT?!?

Overreacting mode:

Love you hon. Though I may be self-admittedly psycho at times, hope you
could still see there in a teeny-weeny bit of your heart that this is
just a phase. A phase that I created and promise to get out of it. Okay
people may think I’m crazy na. Pero sige, I promise to think about it
so that it couldn’t destroy us. Just please don’t ever fail to show you
care, that would be enough. I guess before I could learn to trust
people, I should learn to trust myself first.

Note to Self:
He loves you. He loves you even at your worst. He’s like willing to
give to you the world. You just resist to appreciate. SO FROM NOW ON,
promise too, that you should believe in what he says and what he’s
doing and know that you belong with each other. And will stay that way
forever.

…..Confirmation, anyone?

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btw, nice quote this one..

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Two days to go til work again..

Just happy that I made the most out of the vacation. Here goes:

Thursday Highlight:
– Woke up at 10 AM (yes, an
accomplishment indeed!) Arranged my books, mags and all that in the NEW
shelf, Gilmore Girls reruns on studio 23 and late night chats with Hon.

Friday Holyday
– Got up at 9 AM (yeah,
progressing huh?), had the Seventh Heaven marathon and helped out with
family to prepare things when they go home to Nova.

Saturday Highday
– Hon went here first thing in
the morning. I got crushed at PS2 games, though he tried a lot of times
to make me win at Need for Speed. Got pikon at
SoulCalibur because he was crushing my character again. Enjoyed making
fun of Patrick Star and his big tummy. Watched Chicken Little, Corpse
Bride and Music and Lyrics. Had chicken. Meat….finally.

So anyway, Easter’s gonna be
different today. Instead of spending it with my family, I’ma spend it
with Hon’s family. And Hon again to buy my other shelf for my things at
the "supposed" room. And btw, I’ll beat him at Magic Sing this time. Ha
ha!

Have to get up early tomorrow. muah!

My pc at work isn’t doing well.
I hate it when I couldn’t do anything for work. Too much deadlines
before Maam Kit leaves for her pregnancy. So I really have to finish
them all.

We have a newbie in our team.
But we haven’t really gotten close. Unlike Jayvee. Maybe because she
isn’t in my age range or something like that. Oh well, we have all the
time to get to know one another right?

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Went to MOA last Saturday with
Hon, hence the pictures. It was one of the happiest moments that we
just goof around and found uber great buys: The Notebook by Nicholas
Sparks with I bought at Booksale for only P70 and Deception Point by
Dan Brown for only P175. Cheap huh?

Then we tried to do the crane
machines at Timezone, but no such luck, so to our depression, we just
danced at the dancing machines because there are only few people at the
arcade. Therefore, we had the nerve to try them. haha!

We also saw the launching of the Windows Vista. SOOOOOO cool. And we could only wish.
But actually, I realized that I
do not really have a lucky hand at contests and stuff. When everyone
got a visor, I got a "thank you for trying the Windows Vista…" Too
bad.. Haay.

But the funny thing was, no
matter how tired we are walking around MOA the whole day, we still
managed to go to Tutuban for a side trip. Hence, the isaw and the ihaw
ihaw.yumyum.

Have to sleep na. Been up late
with Hon for the past two days. I almost got late pa because I got up
at 6:35 na. Imagine, ginigising ako ni Hon with 6 calls already, but to
no avail, super sarap pa din ng sleep ko. And what’s worse, circulation
says that there was a strike at my usual jeepney stop. L:uckily, I got
hold of one and got in the office 5 minutes early. Whew. Tough luck

nytie!