Archive for March, 2007

Train Train Come Again Another Day

Thursday, March 22nd, 2007
The tenth month celebration wasn’t entirely a blast. Hon
and I saw each other at Gateway but got there late because trains are
packed and people at the station were pushing each other just to get
inside the train. After three consecutive jampacked trains, I finally
got inside one but then, I was pushed and all. Good thing I got to
Cubao station just in time before boyfriend would be mad at me for
being late (gawk, again).
Speaking
of trains, I love the new look of the LRT trains. They look like big
cellfones with silver outsides and they look like a big cellfone screen
at the front part. I would really like to take a picture of it, but
people might look at me weird or something. I also noticed this fire
extinguisher box inside it, and thought it was kinda cute for a train.
Who knows, maybe someday, they’ll even put a bed inside it. Nyahaha,
that would be a wish, I guess. BTW, got this picture at Wikipedia
.
I just think it is soo fab and cute. But fab and cute as it may be, I
still haven’t gotten over the fact that I missed my card this morning.
The stored value was wasted. Argh.
 
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I am (or we) are currently addicted to Pinoy Big Brother Season 2.
I am casting my votes for Mickey to win. And I’m rooting for Jasmin to
get out of the house this Saturday. I just don’t think she deserves to
stay there anymore. She has this weird logic for things, and illogical
values for it. I just don’t get her. So I really want her OUT!
 
4Journ1
is going to have a reunion tomorrow at Pioneer. Am really excited
because I get to see them again, and the fact that it’ll be held in a
KTV makes me sooo happy. Catch is my closest friends couldn’t be there
due to work and law finals. Oh well, there’s always next time. I just
hope that there could at least be one day that we’ll be complete.
 
Brother is going to his JS Prom tonight. I’m
so jealous that he jas to experience things that I haven’t gone
through. Oh well, and chances of him getting into my alma mater is
slowing down to slim. I’m not really sure if he could still get a spot
for it.
 
Have to go finish my break. I still have deadlines, God forbid.

Why oh why?

Saturday, March 10th, 2007

Bakit ba kasi sobrang affected ka? Ha Ria?

Believe me, I asked myself a million
times why am I such like this big weird person who still likes to dig up
past upon people. And if I could only find the answer to this
researcher -facade I am implying, I would gracefully admit my defeat.
Is it because I too, am dwelling on the past? I hope I’d learn. Learn
to trust people, and most of all, learn to trust myself more. Or
something like that.


The devil in me, please step aside, but my company wants to visit an
orphanage,or rather, wants to do an event in an orphanage. It is kinda
nice actually. I get to hang out with kids, and at the same time doing
my job. Nice di ba? I hope the activity shall push through.


I don’t want to sleep anymore, I feel paranoid that I might see the
people that have been haunting me for the past week. People I want out
of my life and people that I don’t even care less about. I know I’m
being too stubborn, but unless I’m unsure of how I feel, I just want to
distant myself from them because I might hurt myself even more. I’m fine
being this way, only one person could help. And real friends.

I know I’m being melodramatic
again. But I couldnt really help being one. I feel as if I cant even
believe anyone anymore. Or I tend to believe, but it will take a long
time to put it in my heart.

"Ive fallen in love, Im so much to manage, I think you should know that Ive been damaged"–TLC, Damaged

The only thing is, do I have to be damaged forever? Oh please mend my broken heart…