supergoddess writes

I see everything Chinese. My half-chinese boyfriend, my one-fourth Chinese brother,and yesterday afternoon, more Chinese people at Divi and Binondo. That I even sang "Xing Fei De Yi"  when Hon and I passed by the streets of BInondo.

But I don’t hate them, I would even want to steal (yeah, strong word.pardon my emotions) the Chinese lanterns that Mayor Atienza put up at in front of the post office. Suddenly, Manila, Manila went blaring as to China China, or Hongkong or something. But in the end, I both love them (China and Manila). Chinatown and Divi makes me have a uber-cheap but styliish shoes and office attires.

"MAY TAWAD PA YAN, TETIPAYB NALAN PALA SA’YO"

Hence, the mockery. But we love them. ;D

And again, thanks to Hon for being sooooo patient with the crowds of Divisoria. And I guess we covered the whole Divi experience, well except the 168 part, but just because we always go there and end up not buying anything.

After Divi, we went home because he couldnt wait to watch Eragon. Then he and my brother slumped at the sofas while I watched my own monitor, with the Episode 15 of Gilmore Girls. Ooh, life…

Seeing them together, (Hon and Lester) makes me always want to smile because they look almost alike. For example, if the three of us would go someplace together, I bet people would mistaken them to be siblings. I remember my brother when he was walking me to my jeepney stop and his teacher thought we were a couple. It’s kind of making me shiver. haha

When Hon went home already, I pulled and studied how to put up our magic sing. Lo and behold, I finally got it and blared til 12 midnight. Haha!

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The people at my former work went to Bora this afternoon. I was so gooey-eyed when they Gerdah asked me to go with them. Of course, it is indeed impossible, but maybe someday, I will travel. I would go to different places where only books and images first described me. I would I would I would. But I would want my get-away to be with the perfect get-away companion. (yes honey, it’s you..) Hmm, but where to?

First, I want to go to Sagada. I’ve seen pictures of Jen and the view is sooooo breathtaking. After, maybe Puerto Galera. Then I could check my list to Iloilo, because the family side is there. Then if God permits that Guimaras be very clean again, I would definitely and absolutely be back and hugging the fine and white sands (like Boracay) and pig out on their mangoes. Then, next stop to Bora, where after Iloilo, I could just take a bus and a boat ride. After that, I’d navigate to Bohol, to see the Chocolate hills and the infamous Panglao. Then I’d go to Cebu and Davao, see historical places and even to Nido Island and Pearl Farm. And go to Palawan maybe.

These are just few of the places I would want to visit. And let us understand that these places are just within the Philippine Island. I would like to go to Disneyland, Hollywood, Thailand, Singapore, Canada, Australia, Japan, China, UK, Italy, Rome, Vatican, France, Germany, etc.

Ok, too many places before I die. Ha, I wanna join the Amazing Race. That even though they have this nil time of enjoying the view of the countries that theyve been too, they actually set foot on it and have the greatest adventures of their life. Someday perhaps..

But now, let’s just focus and travel by dreams and travel books.

Nightie-night.

I want you to know that you’re the man I want to want…

A good thing to hear for guys,
but this has been one of the saddest moments I’ve seen of Lorelai
Gilmore. I know, I’m a big fan of the series, but really, someone once
said that you base your favorite tv show or movie on the characters
that is similar to you, or your personality. So here it is, this was
the first time that struck me to believe that she and I are a bit same.
She like waited for so many years to have Christopher Hayden. That even
though their parents wanted them together so badly, she decided to
abandon her family, raise her own child and had a no-care attitude for
Christopher because she thinks he’s not ready. That they got it all
together, spent their live practically with each other, but she feels
as if she was just hanging there. And as time passed, and after really
serious heartbreaks, she found herself being with him again. And
despite the jealous streaks of Christopher to Luke Danes (who was
Lorelai’s ex-fiancee), she almost begged Christopher to make the
marriage work. That she believes that they are really for each other.
After all her would-be marriages with Max and Luke, and her dates with
other guys, she finds herself calling the father of her child, even  on
her bachelorette  party.

How were we similar? They know
each other for years, they separated with one another but managed to
still talk to each other once in a while. And everytime she gets her
heart broken, it is like a magnetic force that makes her go to him and
all. She even waited for him to get his act together, that if by chance
he really wants to be with her, he’s got what it takes for them to last
and be right together.

Ohkay, I really got so immersed
with it. And I can’t wait to see Hon again coz he promised to deliver
the 15th episode of Season 7, which by the way, is currently airing at
the United States. Hardyharhar

Gawk.. look at the time. Have to go or I’ll be screwed. Nightynight! or rather, Good morn!.

I
want February to end, feels like it didnt bring anything but bad luck.
I got sick, and i mean really sick for the first time, Hon and I kinda
fought a lot, work has been uber hectic, I always ghet late to the
verge that I have to take a half day to work, hon has this huge problem
and the list goes on.
 
  I
just wish it would already end. And I really hope this will all pass. I
mean, all this jinx stuff has gotten really far that I can’t manage
them anymore. Usually, I feel composed and all, but this time, I feel a
little off and seems that the surroundings has gone wild. Or something
worse.
 
  …if
I could just take away your pain, I would do it. And if there’s
something, only a little something I could do, I would do it in a
heartbeat. But then all I could afford is to listen and to hold your
hand. All I could endure is to tell you that everything will be over.
That all your pain would slowly subside. I know you might not believe,
but I have faith. And I always have faith in you. In everything that
you do. I may not say that to you often, but I really do.

Will go to National Library tomorrow to get our "copyright form" for the web. I just wish this’ll be over as well.
 
  Wish
I could watch DREAMGIRLS already. Watched it two weeks ago in a pirated
DVD but no such luck, turned out the last part is incomplete. Hence, I
have to either buy anu\other copy, where its not ruined, or watch the
real movie version.
 
  Oh well, have to go already. Missed friendster. Missed ym.. missed being online and doing leisure stuffage. Blah.

Oh, and before I go…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LESTER (yes, he is my younger brother, though I look younger than him. nyarnyarnyar)

HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY

Wishlist: the greatest night with the great boyfriend. (flowers would be nice too. though, not really expecting)

First of all, I am no hypocrite. I enjoy being pampered on a Valentine. Ironic as it may seem, I prefer much memorable stuffs that wiltering roses or such. But on this day, when all you see are dozens of bouquets and a million stems of roses, I can’t help but get envious of the people who would get one this day. After all, we are living in the material world, and having something to remind yourself that love REALLY exists would hurt so much right?

Tonight, I have a rendezvous with Hon. He says I could try to expect something. And he’s been hinting on stuff that he would do. I’m actually clueless on what that surprise may be. But the worst part is, I’m not big on the expecting habit because I get disappointed easily. But don’t worry, just so to prove that I am normal, I get disappointed at myself most of the time anyway. Seriously, I thrive on small surprises, I can be easily pleased. Give me a love letter and I would treasure it.

Speaking of treasures, I sorted out my things last night because we were renovating our house. And really, I’m having a hard time because my mom wants me to throw some of my old things. You see, basurera talaga ko, but really, there are a lot of things that I treasure the most. Even the smallest things, especially when you could possible remember how your life changed. That I could appreciate the most.

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I’ll be having my own room again. Thank God. just nice.
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Hon hon will be celebrating his birthday tomorrow. I’m so excited for his celeb this Saturday. Because he made mine the best bday last year, I hope to give him the same one. And hopefully, we’ll be spending more birthdays together.
…because I so love you.

Heart’s Day is so cool.. muah!

I have been bitten by the Valentine Grinch.

I know one person would react by this, but I really needed to take this off my chest.
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Anyway, I get the point. Valentine’s is just another ordinary day, only the flowers, cardmakers and restaurants would be profited by the celebration. But coming from the hopeless romantic, (or maybe hopeless case) I love celebrating Valentine’s Day. I love seeing flowers bloom all over the town. I love seeing people with flowers in their hands, or a single-handed rose from her lover. I do not like the rush, but I like the feeling that in that particular day, everyone is obliged to feel or even show the person that he or she loves this person, and lucky to be with that person whom you feel your intense liking or even love with.

Or I don’t know if I have this mindful of high school stuffs, but I thrive for the traditional and occasional. I can even remember the first paper hearts that I gave my mother during Kindergarten. I think I was always the sweet one in the family, to throw hugs and kisses to my lola and my tita. And because I was raised by being a romantic, I enjoyed spreading my disease for love to everyone. That even though I don’t get mushy stuffs on Valentine’s Day ever in my whole existence, I enjoy the sight of people being in love.

Oh well, that’s all in my mind now. And a helluva ride. muah!

Happy Valentines Day!

After two weeks obsessing with Korean drama “Princess Hours” with my dibidibidi player, having to understand the barok English that it has fed me through the subtitle, I must say that the series won itself a ten thumbs up (together with the toes and all. harhar)

Okay, I wouldn’t be this huge spoiler again, but really, the storyline was sooo smooth that it made me want to crave for part two (that is, if there such.) So anyhoo, due to the sickly weekend that made me puke my lunch, dinner, even my candies, I just twirled myself in bed and confined with the television set and the series.

Last Saturday, Hon went to our house to bring me food, medicines, or anything I need since we cannot go out due to my illness. And again, he has been a dear that he did all the whim, the glitz and the boyfriend duties/ obligatory rights vested upon him. hehe. Fortunately for me because I get to wish anything from him. Too bad I cannot munch on any of his junkfoods. haay.. But still, I get to watch Herbie, There’s Something about Mary, and though tried to, we half-watched The God’s Must be Crazy.

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So anyway, his birthday’s coming up in a few weeks. Any suggestion for “D PERFECT Gift” for the perfect boyfriend? hehe.

Just that scouring for a gift is easy, but the time and what he would really really love (and something for him to really really love me more. *winks*) is what I have in mind. But I know I don’t have much time na, so I would really need to do it asap.

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Have to make my brother cram just so he could enter my alma mater. I’m thinking of ways for him to get a spot or something. I just wish he could’ve passed instead of a waiting list. Graah. But I am really hoping that his light would finally come and arrange his requirements if he needs to be interviewed, and etcetera.

Hafta go again, missed my medicines. muah! next obsession would be the His and Her Circumstances DVD maybe next week or so. haha.